Rambling

I don't know what I weigh right this second. The other day it was 154.8 which I was pretty happy about given the fact that I ate like a pig for a month while Joe was home and didn't work out at all. I'm weird, I eat when I'm happy, not when I'm worried or upset, or nervous, or any other negative emotion you care to throw out there. But Joe left just over a week ago and my appetite left with him. I've lost 2 lbs without even trying...nothing sounds good, nothing tastes good. I eat, but meh, I could do without it. In fact today, I had to force myself to eat at all, which sounds funny when you think about the fact that it's me we're talking about here. Anyway, i'm sure it'll pass. I just thought I'd post since I haven't for awhile...carry on ;)

Melanie

Did you reach your goal?

I

sure

hope

so!

I got donuts yesterday. Why did I do this?

Jeans

I went shopping for jeans yesterday...something I really hate doing.

I went down TWO SIZES. WHAT!? That was fun. Really fun. I enjoyed it so much. One more pant size and I will be to my goal.

Let's all stay on this feeling great roll. Shall we!?

Feeling better

First of all, good job Mel, I'm sure you'll be there in no time!

I am feeling much better about life in general. I haven't weighed since the beginning of January, and thankfully I had only gained 3 of the 5 pounds I had lost the week before Christmas, so it wasn't so bad.....

Until this weekend I have done much better about eating good foods, and eating smaller portions. I like when I can see/feel the difference in my body, numbers mean very little when you still feel fat. But when I can look in the mirror and think that my butt looks smaller it is very encouraging! Today I wore a skirt that I haven't been able to fit in since before I had Carson...............YIPPEE!!! It was exhillerating!

Now, if I can only continue to feel good, the rest will be easy, right?

So close I can feel it~!

152 lbs.

2 lbs to goal!

It's killing me......KILLING ME!

9 1/2 months postpartum....KILLING ME!

How did everyone do over the holidays? I haven't weighed myself yet and I'd rather do it in the morning ya know!? So I'll get back to you on my results.

I'm doing bad. Need inspiration. Now!

Weekly weigh in!

153.6 lbs.

Down another pound this week. Yipee!

I still am not working out regularly....it's been a pretty bad week for that....BUT I HAVE been pretty good about my eating. So...I'm sure things will go up when I do start working out regularly (replacing all this flab with muscle again) but for today I am glad to FINALLY be back at my pre-pregnancy weight!

YEAY!

3 more lbs to go to reach my ultimate goal.

1 step forward 2 steps back

The beginning of November, I hit 5% weight loss, which was super sweet! I thought I was on a roll, and then the yo-yo-ing began.....GRRR!

I've lost and gained the same 2.5 pounds for the last 4 weeks, and though I lost 1.2 tonight, stepping on the scale I felt like it was a crap shoot whether I had lost anything at all. I was super excited about losing a pound, but worried about next week because I've felt so crappy and fat all week. I think when I feel better about myself, I make better choices, and in turn lose more weight, so why of why do I sabotage myself...............................