Here I am

136lbs and counting....

Hey look, a Post!

Poor sad, abandoned blog. I really should use you, I just can't seem to find the time or committment to get it all under control. I haven't weighed myself lately, but everything still fits, so I'm guessing I'm about the same as last time. Which means at least I'm not gaining, but it also means I'm not losing either. *Sigh*

Weigh in

So I may have weighed 128 at one point, 130 at another and now I'm up to 132. It could have something to do with the teddy gram/frosting sandwiches at 11pm but I'm not sure....

Not a weigh in

I have refound my motivation. I've been to the gym *gasp* 3 times in a row and plan to go more. So even though I'm not weighing in I am reporting in.

I'm feelin' the burn people, feelin' the burn.

MMMMMM....cinnamon rolls

So...I have given up on the "depressed eating." Now I am just eating. I bought cinnamon rolls today. Yum.

Last time I weighed in......151. I have a Dr. appt in a week and I will have a number then. Sigh.....It was so nice to be 146 lbs. I should have enjoyed it while I had it. Oh well.....I don't have the energy/or time to workout 13 hours a week anymore. Dang it!

Yea Baby!

I went to the Doctor yesterday and was weighed for the first time since having the baby. So...drum roll please........128! Yes! My goal weight is 120-125. Unfortunately, I have picked up a few bad habits since deliver. Such as not going to the gym (actually, haven't gone for nearly 2 and a half months and I know 'such things are to be expected'), and eating massive amounts of sugary carbs.....mmmmmm, sugary carbs........I could go for some right now....

Today I went to the gym in an effort to at least try to maintain where I'm at and possibly transform the 'bowl full of jelly' into 'abs of steel'. That's a stretch (haha, stretch, I just had a baby everything is stretched, haha I'm so funny!).

So 128 (I just wanted to say that again) with the hopes of good things to come. I should probably stop making cookie dough and keeping it in the fridge though.

Uh, Monday Weigh In

I weighed myself on Saturday, no clothes. The way I like to get weighed. 174. I've lost 2 pounds since the last time I weighed in, and I think I've been to the gym maybe twice. I am working on it, but it seems like right now I've mostly got a handle on not overeating. Probably because I'm feeling very peaceful about what's going on in my life.

I'm going to try to get more regular about weighing in again.

Look, an Update!

I can't get consistent with the gym. I have a theory about why this is and I'm hoping that it will resolve itself by the middle of August. Beforehand would be nice, but I'm not sure that's going to happen. But my weight remains steady at 176. Meh.

One really crappy eternal round

152 lbs........back where I started last summer.

Super sucky!

Don't Have a Heart Attack, I Went to the Gym

Hmm. I didn't go to the gym when I said I was going to last time I posted.

BUT.

I went yesterday AND today, burning over 1,000 calories each day in 73 minutes of cardio, plus whatever I burned in 10 minutes of weights, plus my pilates. I feel much better. :)

As a side note, I just about gave Laura (the gal behind the counter at the Y) a heart attack when she saw me. She made a big gasp and put her hand over her heart, and then was kind enough to point out where the couches were for me. Smart Aleck. And then, on my way out she said I hadn't been there since 4/28. Well, I knew it was something like that. I told her I'd see her tomorrow and she asked if I didn't just want to wait another month and a half. I like her.

Also, I weighed myself yesterday (with sweaty clothes on because my mom was standing in the bathroom), and I was at 177, which is down from the 181 I was at. However, I think it's due more to muscle loss/fat gain than any self control on my part.

Well, at least I'm getting back on the horse, or wagon, or stick, or whatever.