GRrrrrr

I keep wanting to call Mom and tell her I have lost more weight. But I tried once and no one answered so I took that as a sign(?) and decided to let her find out when she sees me. Then I'll know if it's actually noticable. Unless you tell her, which is fine, but I am not telling her.

See, I don't see any difference. Aiden says he does. So I went shopping with my friend yesterday and while I was gone a bunch of other families around the complex came out to ride bikes with Aiden and the kids. Apparently Matt and Shaila said they had noticed that I had lost weight and Shaila (who walks every morning and is fit and speedy) wants to walk with me in the evenings. But they didn't want to say anything in case they were wrong. Then Aiden told everyone else out there that I have lost 40 pounds.

When I got home from shopping everyone was all "Oh, Congratulaaaations on losing weight!"

Thanks, but I'd like to be commented to when you notice all by yourself, without Aiden telling everyone. I know he's proud of me, I know it was the best intentions. Is it weird that I am a little uncomfortable with EVERYONE knowing? What if I stop losing? What if I gain it back? What if I just fall apart on it? Ugh!