A Healthy Attitude?

Hmm, no one's posting.


I haven't been to the gym in *gasp* over a month now, and I'm seeing the results of it. They're showing up in the scale, and in my clothes, and in my attitude, and now also as a pain in my back. I'm not really sure what my problem is other than perhaps a rebellion of cosmic proportions at getting out of bed at 4:45am. I am not now, nor have I ever been a morning person. The fact that I was able to arise at said time for as long as I did is a testament to something, but I'm not sure what.

Anywho, my motivation is gone. Working on getting it back. Because, I think that I like being a size 10. I may never lose the last 30 pounds, but I don't want to be bigger again. When I was 205lbs I said that if I was ever a size 10 again I would be happy. And I'm there. I am not the thinnest girl in the room, but I'm not usually the fattest girl either. I think I'm just going to be happy to be ME. So I will go to the gym tomorrow and strive to lose the 6 pounds I've gained during this workout recession, and then, if I lose, I lose. But if I don't, then I maintain, and I'll be happy about that.